Friday, April 15, 2005

time and timing

huuuuw...
how soooo relative the time is..(>.<);
time would be soooo enormous when u've got so many things to do
yet so senseless when u've got.......nothing...
either nothing to do nor no one to deal with.

i agreed that the time would be just it..clicking at the same speed, same beat and of course with the same old sound
but once u've accidentaly or not plummeted urself in the situation that requires more than just a brain and body...then...time will be the mainstream of issue.
the one used to be THE reason, the one to hang on to,the one to run away with...
yet the one to blame..aha

i have no doubt that timing always being asked
but sometimes and almost everytime, timing of yours n someone or somebody aren't standing in the same line, n u just stubborn enough to keep dragging them sided with yours..yelling with a loud sound,wandering about something called destiny or unavoiding certainty...GOD

then...u hurt them
then...u hurt urself
then u will feel soooooo miserable cause u've lost them and lost urself

i mean what's the point of that?

just trying to be a true existence of being human?

no...i dont think so.i guess its just the way people to 'own' something so they can feel save. but deep inside every heart,they knew, no one would be able to 'own' anything.cause everything is freewill..
we cant lose something we dont have..right?

so what would they do then?
some people decided to walk on the path which destiny is their guide, n some people who doesnt believing it, would just tried as hardest as they could to fullfill their will!

i wont say which one is right or wrong, cause it's a life choice!
choices of point of view dealing with universe..huahaaaaaahaagh

honstly i am in the middle of that choices!
trying hard to read any signs, any hints...
yet exhausted!
faith is the least we need..but time will always tricking with us

so..again what would u do?what would we do?

well..there is a thought...

what if we dont have to choose?what if.....we're running these choices together?
as balance will do the rest? and time will be our best bud?

cliche?yup it is...
this thought is already goin in public since ..lets say....before century?
hahahhahaahgh
but still...i'd like to present it for my dearest friends in my own 'language'
nothing to lose, right?

is there any conclusion then?
of course! and i bet u're already have it by ur own..

so.. i leave it to u instead ..(^.^)